登陆注册
19459400000017

第17章

PAULINA blows out the candles on the table, then she and DORNroll SORIN'S chair out of the room, and all go out through the door on the left, except TREPLIEFF, who is left alone.TREPLIEFFprepares to write.He runs his eye over what he has already written.

TREPLIEFF.I have talked a great deal about new forms of art, but I feel myself gradually slipping into the beaten track.[He reads] "The placard cried it from the wall--a pale face in a frame of dusky hair"--cried--frame--that is stupid.[He scratches out what he has written] I shall begin again from the place where my hero is wakened by the noise of the rain, but what follows must go.This description of a moonlight night is long and stilted.Trigorin has worked out a process of his own, and descriptions are easy for him.He writes that the neck of a broken bottle lying on the bank glittered in the moonlight, and that the shadows lay black under the mill-wheel.There you have a moonlight night before your eyes, but I speak of the shimmering light, the twinkling stars, the distant sounds of a piano melting into the still and scented air, and the result is abominable.[Apause] The conviction is gradually forcing itself upon me that good literature is not a question of forms new or old, but of ideas that must pour freely from the author's heart, without his bothering his head about any forms whatsoever.[A knock is heard at the window nearest the table] What was that? [He looks out of the window] I can't see anything.[He opens the glass door and looks out into the garden] I heard some one run down the steps.

[He calls] Who is there? [He goes out, and is heard walking quickly along the terrace.In a few minutes he comes back with NINA ZARIETCHNAYA] Oh, Nina, Nina!

NINA lays her head on TREPLIEFF'S breast and stifles her sobs.

TREPLIEFF.[Deeply moved] Nina, Nina! It is you--you! I felt you would come; all day my heart has been aching for you.[He takes off her hat and cloak] My darling, my beloved has come back to me! We mustn't cry, we mustn't cry.

NINA.There is some one here.

TREPLIEFF.No one is here.

NINA.Lock the door, some one might come.

TREPLIEFF.No one will come in.

NINA.I know your mother is here.Lock the door.

TREPLIEFF locks the door on the right and comes back to NINA.

TREPLIEFF.There is no lock on that one.I shall put a chair against it.[He puts an arm-chair against the door] Don't be frightened, no one shall come in.

NINA.[Gazing intently into his face] Let me look at you.[She looks about her] It is warm and comfortable in here.This used to be a sitting-room.Have I changed much?

TREPLIEFF.Yes, you have grown thinner, and your eyes are larger than they were.Nina, it seems so strange to see you! Why didn't you let me go to you? Why didn't you come sooner to me? You have been here nearly a week, I know.I have been several times each day to where you live, and have stood like a beggar beneath your window.

NINA.I was afraid you might hate me.I dream every night that you look at me without recognising me.I have been wandering about on the shores of the lake ever since I came back.I have often been near your house, but I have never had the courage to come in.Let us sit down.[They sit down] Let us sit down and talk our hearts out.It is so quiet and warm in here.Do you hear the wind whistling outside? As Turgenieff says, "Happy is he who can sit at night under the roof of his home, who has a warm corner in which to take refuge." I am a sea-gull--and yet--no.

[She passes her hand across her forehead] What was I saying? Oh, yes, Turgenieff.He says, "and God help all houseless wanderers."[She sobs.]

TREPLIEFF.Nina! You are crying again, Nina!

NINA.It is all right.I shall feel better after this.I have not cried for two years.I went into the garden last night to see if our old theatre were still standing.I see it is.I wept there for the first time in two years, and my heart grew lighter, and my soul saw more clearly again.See, I am not crying now.[She takes his hand in hers] So you are an author now, and I am an actress.We have both been sucked into the whirlpool.My life used to be as happy as a child's; I used to wake singing in the morning; I loved you and dreamt of fame, and what is the reality?

To-morrow morning early I must start for Eltz by train in a third-class carriage, with a lot of peasants, and at Eltz the educated trades-people will pursue me with compliments.It is a rough life.

TREPLIEFF.Why are you going to Eltz?

NINA.I have accepted an engagement there for the winter.It is time for me to go.

TREPLIEFF.Nina, I have cursed you, and hated you, and torn up your photograph, and yet I have known every minute of my life that my heart and soul were yours for ever.To cease from loving you is beyond my power.I have suffered continually from the time I lost you and began to write, and my life has been almost unendurable.My youth was suddenly plucked from me then, and Iseem now to have lived in this world for ninety years.I have called out to you, I have kissed the ground you walked on, wherever I looked I have seen your face before my eyes, and the smile that had illumined for me the best years of my life.

NINA.[Despairingly] Why, why does he talk to me like this?

TREPLIEFF.I am quite alone, unwarmed by any attachment.I am as cold as if I were living in a cave.Whatever I write is dry and gloomy and harsh.Stay here, Nina, I beseech you, or else let me go away with you.

NINA quickly puts on her coat and hat.

TREPLIEFF.Nina, why do you do that? For God's sake, Nina! [He watches her as she dresses.A pause.]

NINA.My carriage is at the gate.Do not come out to see me off.

同类推荐
  • 考古文集

    考古文集

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • A Simple Soul

    A Simple Soul

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • 重雕清凉传

    重雕清凉传

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 送吴彦融赴举

    送吴彦融赴举

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • 金华冲碧丹经秘旨

    金华冲碧丹经秘旨

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
热门推荐
  • 我的乌龟会说话

    我的乌龟会说话

    仙界剧变,大能者魂飞魄散,近乎断绝,潜藏天大阴谋却无人提起。多年后,凡人刘不玄在河边捡到一只乌龟,自称上界仙人,从此刘不玄带着这只被他起名为武天老师的乌龟,一路斩仙荡魔,扶摇直上,翻覆三界,揭开三界千万年来最大的阴谋。“圣人之下,皆为蝼蚁,更何况你这小小凡人。”“那我就成圣逆天,仙又如何?吃我一记武天老师!”
  • 噬金风暴

    噬金风暴

    荒无人烟的垃圾星,自主思考的机械人,遗落孤星的婴儿。十年孤星无人问,一朝出世天下惊,拥有了怪兽一般强悍身手和BUG一般的修炼能力,上天都不允许他继续默默无闻。当科学走到终点,当魔幻变为现实,我将用我的机甲,轰开仙界大门!
  • 影响中国学生的经典智慧故事(四)

    影响中国学生的经典智慧故事(四)

    智慧具有传承性,本套图书精选智慧故事、内容丰富、故事精彩,为广大学生增加智慧提供了一条路径。
  • 毒小姐的卓相公

    毒小姐的卓相公

    利益还是利用,爱情,宅斗,看一个满身是毒庶女郗阡落如何躲过暗杀,建造势力,上斗娘家,下斗王府极品亲戚,再斗螓首娥眉却居心叵测的美女。他一直站在她的身边,他们经历了猜疑,谎言,敷衍,诺言,眼泪,兜兜撞撞,爱情是否一如当年那么纯洁,那么无愧于心,那样的爱下去....
  • 神域之无界武皇

    神域之无界武皇

    拥有罕见的隐灵根,还是隐灵根中惟一的废材灵根,虽有逆天的至阴之体,修炼难度却是别人的千倍、万倍。本是无人在意的平凡世家弟子,却身陷邪恶教派隐邪门之中,从此展开了一连串的奇遇,并获得了无界神域的传承,破除掉重重障碍,一步步解开至阴之体的封印,最终成为纵横三界的无界武皇,流传万世的不败传奇…
  • 遮天圣王

    遮天圣王

    最强武圣,重生为妖族赘婿,踏上了一条与天争锋的热血之路。浩劫重现,天道桎梏。看他能否武破九天,君御万界,封冕圣王之位!
  • 仙缘错爱:魔尊的呆萌妻

    仙缘错爱:魔尊的呆萌妻

    她是修仙第一大派掌门人的嫡传弟子,却资质奇差,只会摸鱼爬树、诱拐自己师兄一起戏弄他人。魔族重来天下危机,身为菜鸟的她临危受命集齐七大上古神器,危难之际蒙他出手相救。寻宝途中波澜重重,往事谜团一一揭开,情愫渐生倾心相许,他却夺走神器将她重伤,原为救回自己的旧爱。情爱纠缠,仇恨弥天,谎言欺骗,天命捉弄。他是众人惧怕憎恨的冷血魔尊,她却偏偏爱上了他,执念难放,浮云剑断,青丝为蛊笙歌落。这流离于忘川河畔的破碎爱情,能否彼岸再生?
  • 鬼境传说

    鬼境传说

    命理有云:一命二运三风水,四积阴德五读书,六名七相八敬神,九交贵人十养生。
  • 战皇王座

    战皇王座

    五百年前暗教教主盛傲天被封于印镜之源,天资平庸的陈傲轩成为了对方解封脱困的祭品,因缘巧合之下,得到吞云神诀,硬斗庞大修真捕杀者组织,烈焰!逃入映月,赶赴四方城,脚踩不可一世的上官二少,吞云噬天,步步危机,且看陈傲轩如何一步步踏上世界之巅!
  • 大学生成功三部曲

    大学生成功三部曲

    杨金翰老师给学生讲课,作为校方负责人,我却静静地品读着杨老师。他的课“为什么能磁石般的吸引着学生?”八个多小时的演讲,学生们精力集中,气氛热烈,台上台下,水乳交融,没有感到疲倦的,没有交头接耳的。我不想评论他的讲课方法,只想说其中一段我的感受。他演讲间歇,主持人或学生可以说几分钟的感言,我乘兴讲了以下的话:同学们!在诸多的“美好”中,我们选择了“成功”;在向着“成功”的迈进中,我们选择了学习(学习可以改变思维、改变行为、改变习惯);但是,最好的“选择”,是我们选择了一位善于引路的好老师。而一个成功者,常常有一位或几位老师是自己心中的偶像,行为的航标灯。