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"God knows I trust Lise to you with all my heart, and it's no matter her sending for you on the sly, without telling her mother.But forgive me, I can't trust my daughter so easily to your brother Ivan Fyodorovitch, though I still consider him the most chivalrous young man.But only fancy, he's been to see Lise and I knew nothing about it!""How? What? When?" Alyosha was exceedingly surprised.He had not sat down again and listened standing.

"I will tell you; that's perhaps why I asked you to come, for Idon't know now why I did ask you to come.Well, Ivan Fyodorovitch has been to see me twice, since he came back from Moscow.First time he came as a friend to call on me, and the second time Katya was here and he came because he heard she was here.I didn't, of course, expect him to come often, knowing what a lot he has to do as it is, vous comprenez, cette affaire et la mort terrible de votre papa.

(You know, this affair and your father's terrible death.) But Isuddenly heard he'd been here again, not to see me but to see Lise.

That's six days ago now.He came, stayed five minutes, and went away.And I didn't hear of it till three days afterwards, from Glafira, so it was a great shock to me.I sent for Lise directly.

She laughed.'He thought you were asleep,' she said, 'and came in to me to ask after your health.' Of course, that's how it happened.But Lise, Lise, mercy on us, how she distresses me! Would you believe it, one night, four days ago, just after you saw her last time, and had gone away, she suddenly had a fit, screaming, shrieking, hysterics! Why is it I never have hysterics? Then, next day another fit, and the same thing on the third, and yesterday too, and then yesterday that aberration.She suddenly screamed out, 'I hate Ivan Fyodorovitch.I insist on your never letting him come to the house again.' I was struck dumb at these amazing words, and answered, 'On what grounds could I refuse to see such an excellent young man, a young man of such learning too, and so unfortunate?'- for all this business is a misfortune, isn't it?' She suddenly burst out laughing at my words, and so rudely, you know.Well, I was pleased; I thought Ihad amused her and the fits would pass off, especially as I wanted to refuse to see Ivan Fyodorovitch anyway on account of his strange visits without my knowledge, and meant to ask him for an explanation.But early this morning Lise waked up and flew into a passion with Yulia and, would you believe it, slapped her in the face.

That's monstrous; I am always polite to my servants.And an hour later she was hugging Yulia's feet and kissing them.She sent a message to me that she wasn't coming to me at all, and would never come and see me again, and when I dragged myself down to her, she rushed to kiss me, crying, and as she kissed me, she pushed me out of the room without saying a word, so I couldn't find out what was the matter.

Now, dear Alexey Fyodorovitch, I rest all my hopes on you, and, of course, my whole life is in your hands.I simply beg you to go to Lise and find out everything from her, as you alone can, and come back and tell me- me, her mother, for you understand it will be the death of me, simply the death of me, if this goes on, or else I shall run away.I can stand no more.I have patience; but I may lose patience, and then...then something awful will happen.Ah, dear me! At last, Pyotr Ilyitch!" cried Madame Hohlakov, beaming all over as she saw Perhotin enter the room."You are late, you are late! Well, sit down, speak, put us out of suspense.What does the counsel say.

Where are you off to, Alexey Fyodorovitch?""To Lise."

"Oh, yes.You won't forget, you won't forget what I asked you?

It's a question of life and death!

"Of course, I won't forget, if I can...but I am so late,"muttered Alyosha, beating a hasty retreat.

"No, be sure, be sure to come in; don't say 'If you can.' Ishall die if you don't," Madame Hohlakov called after him, but Alyosha had already left the room.

Chapter 3

A Little DemonGOING in to Lise, he found her half reclining in the invalid-chair, in which she had been wheeled when she was unable to walk.She did not move to meet him, but her sharp, keen eyes were simply riveted on his face.There was a feverish look in her eyes, her face was pale and yellow.Alyosha was amazed at the change that had taken place in her in three days.She was positively thinner.She did not hold out her hand to him.He touched the thin, long fingers which lay motionless on her dress, then he sat down facing her, without a word.

"I know you are in a hurry to get to the prison," Lise said curtly, "and mamma's kept you there for hours; she's just been telling you about me and Yulia.""How do you know?" asked Alyosha.

"I've been listening.Why do you stare at me? I want to listen and I do listen, there's no harm in that.I don't apologise.""You are upset about something?"

"On the contrary, I am very happy.I've only just been reflecting for the thirtieth time what a good thing it is I refused you and shall not be your wife.You are not fit to be a husband.If I were to marry you and give you a note to take to the man I loved after you, you'd take it and be sure to give it to him and bring an answer back, too.If you were forty, you would still go on taking my love-letters for me."She suddenly laughed.

"There is something spiteful and yet open-hearted about you,"Alyosha smiled to her.

"The open-heartedness consists in my not being ashamed of myself with you.What's more, I don't want to feel ashamed with you, just with you.Alyosha, why is it I don't respect you? I am very fond of you, but I don't respect you.If I respected you, I shouldn't talk to you without shame, should I?""No."

"But do you believe that I am not ashamed with you?""No, I don't believe it."

Lise laughed nervously again; she spoke rapidly.

"I sent your brother, Dmitri Fyodorovitch, some sweets in prison.Alyosha, you know, you are quite pretty! I shall love you awfully for having so quickly allowed me not to love you.""Why did you send for me to-day, Lise?"

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