Galvanized by the authority in her voice, Pork approached the wagon and fumbled at the backboard. A moan was wrenched from Melanie as he half-lifted, half-dragged her from the feather tick on which she had lain so many hours.And then she was in Pork's strong arms, her head drooping like a child's across his shoulder.Prissy, holding the baby and dragging Wade by the hand, followed them up the wide steps and disappeared into the blackness of the hall.
Scarlett's bleeding fingers sought her father's hand urgently.
“Did they get well, Pa?”
“The girls are recovering.”
Silence fell and in the silence an idea too monstrous for words took form. She could not, could not force it to her lips.She swallowed and swallowed but a sudden dryness seemed to have stuck the sides of her throat together.Was this the answer to the frightening riddle of Tara's silence?As if answering the question in her mind Gerald spoke.
“Your mother—”he said and stopped.
“And—Mother?”
“Your mother died yesterday.”
Her father's arm held tightly in her own, Scarlett felt her way down the wide dark hall which, even in its blackness, was as familiar as her own mind. She avoided the high-backed chairs, the empty gun rack, the old sideboard with its protruding claw feet, and she felt herself drawn by instinct to the tiny officeat the back of the house where Ellen always sat, keeping her endless accounts.Surely, when she entered that room, Mother would again be sitting there before the secretary and would look up, quill poised, and rise with sweet fragrance and rustling hoops to meet her tired daughter.Ellen could not be dead, not even though Pa had said it, said it over and over like a parrot that knows only one phrase:“She died yesterday—she died yesterday—she died yesterday.”
Queer that she should feel nothing now, nothing except a weariness that shackled her limbs with heavy iron chains and a hunger that made her knees tremble. She would think of Mother later.She must put her mother out of her mind now, else she would stumble stupidly like Gerald or sob monotonously like Wade.
Pork came down the wide dark steps toward them, hurrying to press close to Scarlett like a cold animal toward a fire.
“Lights?”she questioned.“Why is the house so dark, Pork?Bring candles.”
“Dey tuck all de candles, Miss Scarlett, all‘cept one we been usin'ter fine things in de dahk wid, an'it's‘bout gone. Mammy been usin'a rag in a dish of hawg fat fer a light fer nussin'Miss Carreen an’Miss Suellen.”
“Bring what's left of the candle,”she ordered.“Bring it into Mother's—into the office.”
Pork pattered into the dining room and Scarlett groped her way into the inky small room and sank down on the sofa. Her father's arm still lay in the crook of hers, helpless, appealing, trusting, as only the hands of the very young and the very old can be.
“He's an old man, an old tired man,”she thought again and vaguely wondered why she could not care.
Light wavered into the room as Pork entered carrying high a halfburned candle stuck in a saucer. The dark cave came to life, the sagging old sofa on which they sat, the tall secretary reaching toward the ceiling with Mother's fragile carved chair before it, the racks of pigeonholes, still stuffed with papers written in her fine hand, the worn carpet—all, all were the same, except that Ellen was not there, Ellen with the faint scent of lemon verbena sachet and the sweet look in her tiptilted eyes.Scarlett felt a small pain in her heart as ofnerves numbed by a deep wound, struggling to make themselves felt again.She must not let them come to life now;there was all the rest of her life ahead of her in which they could ache.But, not now!Please, God, not now!
She looked into Gerald's putty-colored face and, for the first time in her life, she saw him unshaven, his once florid face covered with silvery bristles. Pork placed the candle on the candle stand and came to her side.Scarlett felt that if he had been a dog he would have laid his muzzle in her lap and whined for a kind hand upon his head.
“Pork, how many darkies are here?”
“Miss Scarlett, dem trashy niggers done runned away an'some of dem went off wid de Yankees an'—”
“How many are left?”
“Dey's me, Miss Scarlett, an'Mammy. She been nussin'de young Misses all day.An'Dilcey, she settin'up wid de young Misses now.Us three, Miss Scarlett.”
“Us three”where there had been a hundred. Scarlett with an effort lifted her head on her aching neck.She knew she must keep her voice steady.To her surprise, words came out as coolly and naturally as if there had never been a war and she could, by waving her hand, call ten house servants to her.
“Pork, I'm starving. Is there anything to eat?”
“No're. Dey tuck it all.”
“But the garden?”
“Dey tuhned dey hawses loose in it.”
“Even the sweet potato hills?”
Something almost like a pleased smile broke over his thick lips.
“Miss Scarlett, Ah done fergit de yams. Ah specs dey's right dar.Dem Yankee folks ain'never seed no yams an'dey thinks dey's jest roots an'—”
“The moon will be up soon. You go out and dig us some and roast them.There's no corn meal?No dried peas?No chickens?”
“No're. No'm.Whut chickens dey din'eat right hyah dey cah'ied off'cross dey saddles.”
They—They—They—Was there no end to what“They”had done?Was it not enough to burn and kill?Must they also leave women and children andhelpless negroes to starve in a country which they had desolated?
“Miss Scarlett, Ah got some apples Mammy buhied unner de house. We been eatin'on dem today.”
“Bring them before you dig the potatoes. And, Pork—I—I feel so faint.Is there any wine in the cellar, even blackberry?”
“Oh, Miss Scarlett, de cellar wuz de fust place dey went.”
A swimming nausea compounded of hunger, sleeplessness, exhaustion and stunning blows came on suddenly and she gripped the carved roses under her hand.
“No wine,”she said dully, remembering the endless rows of bottles in the cellar. A memory stirred.
“Pork, what of the corn whisky Pa buried in the oak barrel under the scuppernong arbor?”
