He leaped the fence,swung me over,and started toward the pawpaw thicket.He didn't do much going around.He crashed through and over;and soon he began whistling the loveliest little dancy tune.It made your head whirl,and your toes tingle,and you knew it was singing that way in his heart,and he was just letting out the music.That was why it made you want to dance and whirl;it was so alive.But that wasn't the way in an Enchanted Wood.I pulled his hand.
"Laddie!"I cautioned,"keep in the path!You'll step on the Fairies and crush a whole band with one foot.No wonder the Queen makes her daughter grow big when she sends her to you.If you make so much noise,some one will hear you,then this won't be a secret any more."Laddie laughed,but he stepped carefully in the path after that,and he said:"There are times,Little Sister,when I don't care whether this secret is secret another minute or not.Secrets don't agree with me.I'm too big,and broad,and too much of a man,to go creeping through the woods with a secret.I prefer to print it on a banner and ride up the road waving it.""Like,--`A youth who bore mid snow and ice,A banner with a strange device,'"I said.
"That would be `a banner with a strange device,'"laughest Laddie."But,yes--something like!""Have you told the Princess?"
"I have!"Laddie fairly shouted it.
"Docs SHE like secrets?"
"No more than I do!"
"Then why----?"
"There you go!"said Laddie."Zeus,but the woman is beginning to measle out all over you!You know as well as any one that there's something wrong at her house.I don't know what it is;I can't even make a sensible guess as yet,but it's worse than the neighbours think.It's a thing that has driven a family from their home country,under a name that I have doubts about being theirs,and sent them across an ocean,`strangers in a strange land,'as it says in the Bible.It's something that keeps a cultured gentleman and scholar raging up and down the roads and over the country like a madman.It shuts a white-faced,lovely,little woman from her neighbours,but I have passed her walking the road at night with both hands pressed against her heart.
Sometimes it tries the Princess past endurance and control;and it has her so worn and tired struggling with it that she is willing to carry another secret,rather than try to find strength to do anything that would make more trouble for her father and mother.""Would it trouble them for her to know you,Laddie?""So long as they don't and won't become acquainted with me,or any one,of course it would.""Can't you force them to know you?"
"That I can!"said Laddie."But you see,I only met the Princess a short time ago,and there would be no use in raising trouble,unless she will make me her Knight!""But hasn't she,Laddie?"
"Not in the very littlest least,"said Laddie."For all I know,she is merely using me to help pass a lonely hour.You see,people reared in England have ideas of class,that two or three generations spent here wash out.The Princess and her family are of the unwashed British.Father's people have been here long enough to judge a man on his own merits.""You mean the Princess'family would think you're not good enough to be her Knight?""Exactly!"
"And we know that our family thinks they are infidels,and wicked people;and that if she would have you,mother would be sick in bed over it.Oh Laddie!""Precisely!"
"What are you going to do?"
"That I must find out."
"When it will make so much trouble,why not forget her,and go on like you did before she came?Then,all of us were happy.Now,it makes me shiver to think what will happen.""Me too,"said Laddie."But look here,Little Sister,right in my face.Will you ever forget the Princess?""Never!"
"Then how can you ask me to?"
"I didn't mean forget her,exactly.I meant not come here and do things that will make every one unhappy.""One minute,Chick-a-Biddy,"said Laddie.Sometimes he called me that,when he loved me the very most of all.I don't believe any one except me ever heard him do it."Let me ask you this:does our father love our mother?""Love her?"I cried."Why he just loves her to death!He turns so white,and he suffers so,when her pain is the worst.Love her?And she him?Why,don't you remember the other day when he tipped her head against him and kissed her throat as he left the table;that he asked her if she `loved him yet,'and she said right before all of us,`Why Paul,I love you,until I scarcely can keep my fingers off you!'Laddie,is it like that with you and the Princess?""It is with me,"said Laddie."Not with the Princess!Now,can I forget her?Can I keep away from even the chance to pass her on the road?""No,"I said."No,you can't,Laddie.But can you ever make her love you?""It takes time to find that out,"said Laddie."I have got to try;so you be a woman and keep my secret a little while longer,until I find a way out,but don't bother your head about it!""I can't help bothering my head,Laddie.Can't you make her understand that God is not a myth?""I'm none too sure what I believe myself,"said Laddie."Not that there is no God--I don't mean that--but I surely don't believe all father's teachings.""If you believe God,do other little things matter,Laddie?""I think not,"said Laddie,"else Heaven would be all Methodists.
As for the Princess,all she has heard in her life has been against there being a God.Now,she is learning something on the other side.After a while she can judge for herself.It is for us,who profess to be a Christian family,to prove to her why we believe in God,and what He does for us.""Well,she would think He could do a good deal,if she knew how mother hated asking her to come to our house;and yet she did it,beautifully too,just to give her a chance to see that very thing.But I almost made her do it.I don't believe she ever would alone,Laddie,or at least not for a long time yet.""I saw that,and understood it perfectly,"said Laddie."Thank you,Little Sister."He picked me up and hugged me tight."If I could only make you see!"
