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第2章 ON THE MAKALOA MAT(2)

"Margaret's at a meeting of the Out-door Circle--they're planning the planting of trees and hibiscus all along both sides of Kalakaua Avenue," she said."And Annie's wearing out eighty dollars' worth of tyres to collect seventy-five dollars for the British Red Cross- -this is their tag day, you know.""Roscoe must be very proud," Bella said, and observed the bright glow of pride that appeared in her sister's eyes."I got the news in San Francisco of Ho-o-la-a's first dividend.Remember when I put a thousand in it at seventy-five cents for poor Abbie's children, and said I'd sell when it went to ten dollars?""And everybody laughed at you, and at anybody who bought a share," Martha nodded."But Roscoe knew.It's selling to-day at twenty- four.""I sold mine from the steamer by wireless--at twenty even," Bella continued."And now Abbie's wildly dressmaking.She's going with May and Tootsie to Paris.""And Carl?" Martha queried."Oh, he'll finish Yale all right--""Which he would have done anyway, and you KNOW it," Martha charged, lapsing charmingly into twentieth-century slang.

Bella affirmed her guilt of intention of paying the way of her school friend's son through college, and added complacently:

"Just the same it was nicer to have Ho-o-la-a pay for it.In a way, you see, Roscoe is doing it, because it was his judgment I trusted to when I made the investment." She gazed slowly about her, her eyes taking in, not merely the beauty and comfort and repose of all they rested on, but the immensity of beauty and comfort and repose represented by them, scattered in similar oases all over the islands.She sighed pleasantly and observed: "All our husbands have done well by us with what we brought them.""And happily..." Martha agreed, then suspended her utterance with suspicious abruptness.

"And happily, all of us, except Sister Bella," Bella forgivingly completed the thought for her.

"It was too bad, that marriage," Martha murmured, all softness of sympathy."You were so young.Uncle Robert should never have made you.""I was only nineteen," Bella nodded."But it was not George Castner's fault.And look what he, out of she grave, has done for me.Uncle Robert was wise.He knew George had the far-away vision of far ahead, the energy, and the steadiness.He saw, even then, and that's fifty years ago, the value of the Nahala water-rights which nobody else valued then.They thought he was struggling to buy the cattle range.He struggled to buy the future of the water- -and how well he succeeded you know.I'm almost ashamed to think of my income sometimes.No; whatever else, the unhappiness of our marriage was not due to George.I could have lived happily with him, I know, even to this day, had he lived."She shook her head slowly."No; it was not his fault.Nor anybody's.Not even mine.If it was anybody's fault--" The wistful fondness of her smile took the sting out of what she was about to say."If it was anybody's fault it was Uncle John's.""Uncle John's!" Martha cried with sharp surprise."If it had to be one or the other, I should have said Uncle Robert.But Uncle John!"Bella smiled with slow positiveness.

"But it was Uncle Robert who made you marry George Castner," her sister urged.

"That is true," Bella nodded corroboration."But it was not the matter of a husband, but of a horse.I wanted to borrow a horse from Uncle John, and Uncle John said yes.That is how it all happened."A silence fell, pregnant and cryptic, and, while the voices of the children and the soft mandatory protests of the Asiatic maids drew nearer from the beach, Martha Scandwell felt herself vibrant and tremulous with sudden resolve of daring.She waved the children away.

"Run along, dears, run along, Grandma and Aunt Bella want to talk."And as the shrill, sweet treble of child voices ebbed away across the lawn, Martha, with scrutiny of the heart, observed the sadness of the lines graven by secret woe for half a century in her sister's face.For nearly fifty years had she watched those lines.She steeled all the melting softness of the Hawaiian of her to break the half-century of silence.

"Bella," she said."We never know.You never spoke.But we wondered, oh, often and often--""And never asked," Bella murmured gratefully.

"But I am asking now, at the last.This is our twilight.Listen to them! Sometimes it almost frightens me to think that they are grandchildren, MY grandchildren--I, who only the other day, it would seem, was as heart-free, leg-free, care-free a girl as ever bestrode a horse, or swam in the big surf, or gathered opihis at low tide, or laughed at a dozen lovers.And here in our twilight let us forget everything save that I am your dear sister as you are mine."The eyes of both were dewy moist.Bella palpably trembled to utterance.

"We thought it was George Castner," Martha went on; "and we could guess the details.He was a cold man.You were warm Hawaiian.He must have been cruel.Brother Walcott always insisted he must have beaten you--""No! No!" Bella broke in."George Castner was never a brute, a beast.Almost have I wished, often, that he had been.He never laid hand on me.He never raised hand to me.He never raised his voice to me.Never--oh, can you believe it?--do, please, sister, believe it--did we have a high word nor a cross word.But that house of his, of ours, at Nahala, was grey.All the colour of it was grey and cool, and chill, while I was bright with all colours of sun, and earth, and blood, and birth.It was very cold, grey cold, with that cold grey husband of mine at Nahala.You know he was grey, Martha.Grey like those portraits of Emerson we used to see at school.His skin was grey.Sun and weather and all hours in the saddle could never tan it.And he was as grey inside as out.

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